“You lied. It wasn’t what you said at all,” I accused my mom, but in Spanish of course. “Look at us now parading through Tyson’s Corner in the search for teal jeans that fit you.” “I’m sorry honey, it’s just that this is the only time I can do this,” replied my mom. I was mad for a while, but then I lightened up and remembered the situation my mom was in. Being handicapped meant she would always have to be relying on people to help her. Being her son meant this was my job.
Who would take care of her later, when my brother and I lived our own life? My dad would be hard at work in the mornings and would only attend to her in the afternoon. Would they go to a retirement house? I thought of these things and became angry at myself for being so selfish. I will take care of her the best while I’m still here, I thought. I will make up for the days I'm gone by giving her the best treatment right now. Then, I gladly offered to take her purse off her shoulder and carried it for her. She’s cared for me since I was a baby and now, I must return the favor.
~ Ivan A.
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